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Waking up and singing worship songs is probably one of the best ways to start my day. It’s crazy I never used to do this 3 months ago. 2 months ago I started going to Church with Sarah more often. Im Catholic and go to church every Sunday. We sit in the same pew every week and we go at the same time. But when I went to Sarah’s church it was totally different. They preached the same Scripture but how they preached it was different. It seemed they made it relate to me. I’ll never forget the first time I went with Sarah I was just feeling broken. Because of the situation with Raj I just felt so heartbroken and empty. I felt so ugly and unworthy. She convinced me to go that night and I prayed that God heal me inside an let all the pain go. I prayed that I find happiness and content with myself. And that night I felt stronger. I started working out and I took control of the situation with Raj. And as for the happiness part will, God sent me Dennis to help heal me. But God also gave me peace with myself. As weeks went on I felt myself thinking of him less and less, I started to forget him. And I thank God for bringing me to this place I am today , and that is total peace and contentment. Just like they say, ” My God is amazing” :’)

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Ahh the house is sooo quiet without Olivia :/ I miss hearing her laugh coming from upstairs, I miss her racing down the stairs and I miss her making jokes. She is probably eating dinner at camp. I never thought I would say this but I miss my sister. 😔

Dennis: Dom I brought over some cookies :)
Me: oooh lemme see!
Dennis: aren’t you eating healthy??
Me: not today! (laughs) then why did you bring me some cookies ?!
Dennis: I wanted to see if you had will power!
Me: not for peanut butter cookies, you know those are my favorite! (looks in the bag) AH! You asshole!!! You brought me nutter butters
Dennis: :P
Me: Screw you!
Dennis: (laughs) c’mon let’s go to the store I’ll buy you peanut butter cookies!
Me: and vanilla bean ice cream?!
Dennis: fine
Me: YAY!!!